Happy Halloween all of you!!!!!!!!
When I started this blog, I just wanted to talk about how I creat my projects related to arts, crafts, and fashions but somehow, I ended up not only talking about spiritualIty but also about my Twin-Flame journey. These couple of months are going to be transformative for many people and specifically who are in divine connections. I know that it’s hard to digest about miracles and magic but come on !!!!!!!!!
It’s Halloween and Halloween is about rising from our dead bodies and realizing our missions on this earth.
I am hear to remind you all about our jobs here to bring peace and love to the earth.
Our ultimate goal should be not only get united with our divine counterparts but also bring the permanent balance to this universe.
So, let me continue telling about my Twin-Flame journey…………………..
This past few weeks , I am just super happy for no reason. Yes! I am doing everything that my spirits and angels are guiding me to do. I am in the right path but somehow, I am feeling the joy of my TF too. It’s like I am feeling his sad and happy emotions every moments and these emotions are overwhelming him. I don’t know but it seams like Everyday I wake up with big smile in my face and I feel it in my heart that he is having dreams about me being with him. Trust me, I have no idea what he is up too. He successfully cut me from his life but still holding me in his heart just like me. It’s like he is holding my heart and I have his. Sounds so romantic!!!!!!!!!!! But it hurts like hell.
Universe or whoever up there are working very hard to bring all the twin-souls, soulmates together so they can start creating the better world. Many Unions and Reunions are happening behind the scenes that we are not aware of and we all are in our waiting lists to be ready to be with our true and genuine counterparts.
So, back to my story, all I have from him is the strange feelings that we are connected in 5D. We both don’t know anything about each other and still know everything. All I know that we both are waiting to see each other even for a second.
His heart is full of love and it’s overflowing. He seams sad but happy at the same time. I feel that he is in his memory lane and thinking about each and every moments that we spent together. Whenever I saw him in the past, I felt that he saw me like I am a goddess and my light is bothering him so he always ran from me. I didn’t know about my connection as a twin-flame and all I know that I knew him from my many previous lives. He always felt uncomfortable with me because he thought that he was braking the law of our religion or society. Even I was on the same boat blaming myself having magnetic pool towards him. I am the most loyal person when it comes to relationships so even we could have opened our hearts for each other in the past, I would have self sabotaged myself because I was in a relationship and betraying someone is not my cup of tea. As soon as I found out that I am in my Twin-flame journey and you never can cut the cord with your Twin, I got out from my marriage. I couldn’t think of being with anyone else but my half-soul.
On the other side, my DM ( Divine Masculine) was doing the same thing. He never lost one moment to ignore me as much as possible. He tried everything from his book of manipulation to get rid of my feelings for him but ended up loving me unconditionally in the end. His sun sign is ♏️ so he is literally the king of mental games and he drove me insane with his mind games. I am ♎️ and flirting is like in-built with me but I don’t flirt to be someone or attract someone. I just talk nice to make people feel good. He didn’t like it but how can I tell him that it’s just my nature to be loving and caring but he always had my best attention after all he was the one. I never knew this nature about guys why they have the jealousy issues. If they are 100 % sure that their women are only love them and loyal to them why we even creat a burden for ourselves to think about it. If they are not sure about their ladies, ohhhh well…… that’s the whole new topic to talk about………
So, where was I ?
Yes, back to my DMs , while he was in his runner stage in this Twin-Flame journey, he probably try each and every tricks from the book to get rid of me. I felt his cunning mind every-time, I just didn’t responded. Our life in the past was like the cat and the mouse, when I ran, he chased me and when he ran, I chased him. In that process, our ego and stubbornness were playing the biggest part. I am not an expert about Twin-Flame journey but let me tell you about my experience so you can prepare yourself in your early stages. All twin-souls have different kind of experiences so it’s not such a bad idea to get to know about mine. So for many years, we played that game. No one was to leaving our karmic even we knew we both had power hungry narcissist partners. We both had profound knowledge about pretty much everything and our partners were immature and didn’t want to grow with us. He was doing great but my life went to the gutter and everything was the divine plan. While I was going through the rough time and didn’t have any courage to move. I had my spiritual awakening. I recognized my Twin and this journey. Him and I had been mirroring each other for long time, so I think he recognized me as his soulmate or something. I don’t think that he knows about this Twin-flame journey yet. After our both awakening, I met him for the last time. He was changed, he was soft. He was more loving towards me. He noticed everything about me. I had his complete attention. It’s like he was looking for the answer about his sudden change in his life. He is very intuitive so I was one hundred percent sure he knew something has changed. He was behaving like he doesn’t care about anyone if I said yes to him. Now, I became the runner. His intense eye contact was unbearable. I just wanted to put millions walls between him and me so he can’t see me. For the first time, I felt his heart beat skipped when he saw me dressed up. His eyes diluted and I felt that he was mesmerized by my beauty. By the way, I am not that beautiful, it’s just his love for me is making him blind towards me. I couldn’t look at him straight but I could feel his Eyes staring at me from faraway. If I said a word at that day, he probably had heard it with his mind. He didn’t want to miss anything from me. It was the most magical time and finally when I was leaving from the car, he said that he missed me in his smart and cunning way. For the first time, I thought that he is the one who I have been dreaming about my whole life. I am a fighter and no one fought for me so for the first time, I thought he will be my Prince Charming and stand next to me and fight my battles right by my side. I just didn’t knew that in reality, that was our first meeting as a Twin-flame. I realized that we played that cat mouse game before was just Braxton Hicks contraction ( False Labor symptom ). The divine were preparing us for our final and long lasting separation where we won’t have any choice but to grow. Our twin-flame journey finally started at that day. We got our first separation and our dark night of the soul time.
So, I met my Twin at right place but at completely wrong time. I didn’t know that I had to go and learn my whole karmic cycle with someone else before I recognize him as my Twin-flame and from his side, finally, he is starting to recognize our connection so I proudly say that I am little bit ahead of him or may be not ahead but I am definitely ahead of him when it comes to listen my intuition. Yes! He probably completely shut down his intuition for awhile because even he recognised our special connection, he chose to turn his back towards his happiness. He thought that he was being awesome or great to sacrifice himself and his love for the people who need him the most but he forgot that everything he was experiencing was the divine teaching him a lesson. He is just so stubborn to learn and surrender to the unknown. When I pull his readings in the past, Angel Michael always comes in readings. It’s like he is completely protected by divine Angels and Spirits. They are sending him signs and synchronicities to push him forward, he is just ignoring each and every one of them because he thinks about what people will think and talk about him if he brakes the rules of his society. Let me back up a little bit……………so after we met, my life went completely upside down and this is the first confirmation in twin-flame journey. I had tough life since my childhood. I never gain anything easily but I was a tough cookie. I also never lost hope to gain everything. I had nothing when I met him and he was also lost in his life. Yes! We both were in relationships at that time but we didn’t have any encouragements in our lives. Before he met me, his life also took a twist and he was also in his roller coaster ride. He was stressed and also suicidal. After we met, we activated something in each other’s. We started to live our separate lives with our separate families but now, we started growing. First, he got inspired by my growth and how I was manifesting the success in my life. He is very competitive by nature and he has some jealousy issues too but in a good way. I am so proud of him using these qualities of him in very good manners and he built his whole empire with his extraordinary mind and his hard work. Did I mention on my previous blog that my DM is the most handsome man on this earth ( Yes! We DFs loves to brag about our DMs’ beauty as well ) Jokes apart, he is really charming and he uses his charm at the right time and the right place. Just one thing bothers me the most that how he can’t see the toxic people around him. ♏️ are most intuitive people and how could he completely shutdown his intuition to recognise these snakes in his life. ( Sorry, not trying to be rude or judging anyone but I was a part of his life and recognised each and everyone’s true nature while I was there)
Ohhhh well ! When we are in karmic cycles, we tend to be blind ourselves. I can’t blame him because I did the same thing when I was in my relationship. After my spiritual awakening, I figured that everything was glitter and not gold. He is finally realising now and he is in so much regret to choose glitter. He thinks that I am his missed opportunity but he probably doesn’t know about the unbreakable bond between us. If he doesn’t start listening to his intuition, our divine will bring tower moments in his life and it will break his heart so he can heal again and move forward in his spiritual path. His life path is already written in the stars. He just has to wake up by now.
It’s not about choosing your divine counterpart in our twin-flame journey. It’s all about your mission on earth and what you truly came to accomplish on this earth. Obviously, if you are with your half-soul, you can be the powerful couple and it can be smooth ride after that. If he won’t wake up in this connection in this life time, we both have to learn more karmic lessons and try to reconnect in another life time. That’s how twin-flame journey works. We have to be whole before the union. I am trying my best and hopefully, he has learned his lesson by now and start working on his demons to deal with.
Let me tell you something, there are lots of divine masculines are awakening in these couple of months and there are so many unions and reunions are happening in this earth. For most of the people, COVID 19 is the biggest thing right now and do you know why???????? Because it’s a distraction for them to not to see what’s going in the background. While most of us are busy balancing our lives, our spirits and angels are working hard to bring the second wave of surprise into this earth. Nothing to worry about. This time, our beautiful earth will be balanced with peace and love. These awaken Twin-souls will bring the harmony to the earth. They are going to bring the balance. This new era will teach people how to love unconditionally and be at peace all the time.
Yes! There will be still the power struggle between good and bad but ultimately, love is not going to care for anything. Right now, many musculines are in their wondering minds. They are confused and shocked at the same time. Most of them are asking one and one question in their mind and that is “ How can a person love like this?”
The problem is not like they don’t know how to love but the real problem here is their fear to loose theirselves in someone completely. My DM has the same problem because his ego is bigger then his love for me. As soon as my love will takeover his ego. He will have a change heart and as soon as he will see his unconditional love for me, he will gain his ultimate peace within him. These DMs often forget that they are not the only who have to give their heart to their DFs, we are doing the same thing and why we are even keep talking about loosing??????? It’s actually gaining. So what we all gain here?
All DMS will gain their answers which was not possible in their crossroads situations.
All DFS will gain the love from their divine counterparts which was the ongoing battle for them.
Most of the unawakened ones or karmic ones will gain their karmic lessons so some of them will gain their first direction in their spiritual journey.
In some situations, Children are also involved in this Twin-flame journey and what happen with them? Children are going to be the most blessed in these Unions or reunions. Do you know why? Because most of the karmic are finally learning to take their spiritual path and these children will not only see but feel these changes. In their small age, they will join the spiritual path so they won’t have to suffer like us in our late age. Most of the DMs are worried about loosing their kids and that’s why they want to stay wherever they are but they often forget that the divine will never ever ever ever hurt our children. Our God loves our children more then us otherwise it’s not a difficult job for them to give you a glimpse of your children’s future after you decide to go towards your happiness. They won’t do it because that’s how you will learn to have a faith. I was doing the same thing, I was ready to sacrifice my whole life for my kid because it was the only option I had left but I ignored one major thing about my decision and that was my kid was also suffering with me. When I realised that my six year baby is also started sacrificing with me, I knew I had to move far far away from Ex. I was so afraid to the unknown, I just put blindfold on me and didn’t want to see anything beyond my child but as soon as I gain the wisdom from up there, my fear disappeared on me. As soon as I gain my peace, my child even started feeling that pure love. My kid wants to be a crystal healer now and it makes me smile because I know in my heart that my child is going to be the part of my Twin-flame journey and also will be on the spiritual path.
One thing is very clear, no matter what happens with all the kids who are stuck between all karmic cycles, God will provide the ultimate protection and love to them.
The second fear from all DMs out there is loosing their finances. These people don’t know that if the Universe is giving you the green light to go toward your happiness then of course money will be arranged by itself. When you reach your high vibration form with your divine counterparts, there is nothing unachievable any more for you. And at that time, you will have your true love right by your side to share this abundance with you. You will restore the balance between equally give and take.
One more thing is the bigger challenge for some of Twins for going towards their divine counterparts and this is their images into their communities or societies. Some of DMs are thinking that what others will think if they take this steps. Let me tell you what will happen, once you show the world your winning trophy with your half-souls right side by you, whoever were against you or talked about you behind your back will admire you and probably jealous for you taking this leap of faith and accomplishing your goals. You need to understand that they are behind your back for a reason because they can’t dare like you do.
Dare to take action when it needed.
Dare to speak your truth.
Dare to go for your happiness.
Dare to bring the balance in your life.
Dare to live.
Dare to laugh.
Dare to love.
In the future, when all DMs are sitting next to their half-souls will think that why even They wasted that much time to think about loosing anything and they will literally feel the love from the Mother Earth. Their DFs also can turn gold whatever they touch so all the DMs out there……………………….. let me tell you the very harsh truth about DFs. All DFs never needed you in their life but they always wanted you in their lives and that’s why money won’t satisfied them but you do. Let me also cover about reputation which many DMs are afraid about. Whenever DFs took any actions toward their happiness and speak the truth, they are always admired by people. Whoever talking behind their back are also some how inspired by DFs actions but just can’t show their faults so they tried to hide behind the masks and gossips. You all DMs , when you are ready take appropriate actions towards your happiness, the universe, your divine guides, your own ancestors will guide you through your journey and in no time, you will find the peace in your heart. In my DM’s life, his late grandmother is helping him to give him ultimate protection and encouraging him to get out of his toxic relationship because she is watching him suffer and he is very dear to her. Such a beautiful thing to see in my own eyes. Love you Grandma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muah……..
So, this is the problem, most of the Divine Musculines not only see their own worth but also they don’t have any confidence on their Divine counterparts. Some of them are mesmerized by their DFs actions and progress and it hurts their ego but they are the powerful being too and that’s why the divine choose them to be DMs. All they have to do is go within and open their third eye so for once, they can see the truth and see their bright future with all the happiness that they really deserve. The divine didn’t just the label Divine Feminine for fun, they tested them by putting them literally in hell. All DFs were risen from the dead and that’s how they graduated as Divine Feminines. They are the part of Mother Earth and they have the ocean of love within them. They have the ability to love the divine as well as the devil. If their love is unconditional towards their DMs, how can they even think that what will happen to their children from their karmic? Let me tell you what will happen………… when DMs’ children feel the love and peace which DFs brought in their parents lives, they will start to feel the same love and will inspire by unions. They will learn how to love unconditionally and will see the difference between light and dark. In the process of their growth, this will help them to choose the right path and even for me, I believe we all eventually are going towards our divine path so I am not even worried about them being in wrong path. They will learn and will end up with their happiness. That’s call Faith. So for once,
Have Faith in you.
Have a faith in your Own Half-Soul.
Have a faith in your spirits, angels, ancestors.
Have faith in your unconditional love.
Let’s hope that this message will reach to all DMs and they start taking actions in their lives to be happy. My DMs is in Hermit mode and hiding behind his ego. He probably want to say sorry but he doesn’t have to because he never hurt me. He thinks I left him and abandoned him but he doesn’t know about the truth that I really can’t leave him no matter how hard I try. I am married to him already in 5D and that the soul contract I already signed up above and beyond. My divine is my judge and I am on the other side siting on the chair waiting for him to come and sign so we can be together for eternity. He doesn’t know how much love I have in my heart for him and I wish I can show him. I am also feeling his pain of separation and his unconditional love for me. I know in my heart If he gets only five minutes time with me alone, he probably will take his heart out from his chest and give me as a gift so he won’t feel the pain. Sometime, it makes me happy that we both are suffering without each other because I think that more you suffer, more you appreciate the belonging. I already know what will happen when we meet again this lifetime or next,
All the suffering will be vanished.
All pain will go away.
Both broken hearts will be heals.
Happiness will be at their peaks.
Our love will be overflown.
We won’t need any words.
We won’t need to talk.
If we have to say something, we will talk with our eyes.
Finally, we will see the truth that we were never apart from each other because we were each other and going to be one from then.
This is deep. Even for me, this is something.
Okay, back to the earth !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dreamy Head!!!!!!
Let me stop right here.
I am never going to stop writing but it’s enough for today.
I see you all later. Until then keep smiling and be at peace.